I want you to keep trying. Keep talking to me. I just want to see how much effort you give to just talk to me. No matter how much I push you away, I want you to push back twice as hard. Just because I’m being mean, doesn’t mean I don’t want to talk to you. I just want to see how much you can endure and effort you put, and its hard for me too because all I just want to do is just talk to you, I’m just mad because sometimes I feel you don’t feel the same way.